July 3rd 2017

We got Willow's autopsy results back today and they only confirmed what we already knew... She was absolutely perfect. No wonder she couldn't stay, perfection is not of this world. They found nothing at all that could possibly be the result of her death. 

I can't even count how many times I've been asked what the "results" are or if we've found "answers" or know "why" she died... 
But getting absolutely zero answers from the world is exactly what I wanted, because I've already gotten all the answers I need from Heaven.
I know where Willow is right now... she dwells with Jesus in Paradise. I know when I get to see her again... when my life on earth comes to an end. I know I get to raise her from infancy... in the millennium when Christ reigns upon the earth. I know she will be in my family for eternity... thanks to temple covenants, the Atonement of our Savior, and the Plan of Salvation. I know the veil between Heaven and Earth is much thinner than we often recognize... I feel her sweetness often and know she is with me.
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I even know why she died.
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She died because she needed a body but not the trials of this world.
She died so we could be changed for the better by her goodness.
She died because God knows I'm accident prone and need my own personal guardian angel.
She died so she can give her younger siblings advice that only an older sister can give, such as how to make mom crave sweets during pregnancy so they can get ice cream before bedtime. 

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I may not ever know the physical cause of her death, but I'd gladly trade that knowledge for the answers about eternity that I do have.
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Ps. This is me being "Buddha" in the hospital not long before she was born. I've always said I had the body of a God... too bad it's Buddha 🙈😂