August 7th 2017

How is it already the 7th again? How can 3 months go by so fast yet so incredibly slow at the same time?

I found myself googling "what is a 3 month old baby like?" 

It says stuff like they can hold their head up without wobbling, smile at you, poop less, sleep longer, follow things around the room with their eyes, etc. Nothing groundbreaking or even really that exciting... but if it's so boring then why do I feel like I'm missing out on so much? 

I wish I could have taken you to Chinook Landing today Willow. You could have held up your non-wobbling head and watched dad shoot his bow. You could have giggled while watching your fur-brothers chase the geese. You could have smiled at Gaga when she put the Eagle feather in her hair. Then you could have taken a long nap in the shade an woken up to a clean diaper cause you'd supposedly poop a lot less by now lol. But you couldn't have eaten the blackberries because you're not supposed to eat real stuff yet. So how about you pick a whole bowl of blackberries in Heaven today and eat every last one of them?Haha See? Being an Angel baby does have its perks 😘 #threemonths #angelbaby #angelmama #stillborn #stillBorn #stillamom#missingyou #willowrubywilliams Jon Williams