May 8th 2017

"An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. Then whispered as she closed the book 'too beautiful for earth.'"  
Saying "until next time" to our sweet baby Willow today was the hardest thing we have ever had to do. She made me a mom and my incredible husband a dad, even though we don't get to raise her until later, nothing will change that.
I would have given my last breath baby girl just to see you take your first. 
Things don't always work out the way you want, but through prayer, faith, and the power of the atonement we can make it through the darkest of times. Words can't express the incredibly raw, unselfish, and fierce way my husband loves both me and our daughter. If you don't know him, you're missing out because he is a true man of God and although seems so tough on the outside, his tender heart and vulnerable love flows deep within his veins. I may have carried our daughter for 9 months but he has carried me through what has felt like the shadows of death and we have emerged on the other side so much stronger than before. The hard days are far from over, but together... we can do anything @jonjw I love you bug ♥️#untilnexttimebabygirl #momanddadloveyou #angelbaby#willowrubywilliams